one step..

it’s those little steps we take that take us where we ought to be..

a step or two can do wonders if we only dare to..but sometimes, our own littleness cripples us before we even plod..

i certainly want to take a turn..take a different course..deviate..properly or improperly, i could care less..just need to shift my path..and head somewhere..

where exactly..i don’t know..all i aspire is to be somewhere where my maddest thoughts would be tamed.. where that is, if it should ever exist, is where this fellow ought to be..

it’s enough that i’m slowly and softly realizing things i long could have paid attention to..maybe i did care to listen to my feebled senses for a time..but the latter simply couldn’t absorb much, moreso decipher enough..so i only had to let them through..and off they make their way..

i know that at this point, i need to make that drastic turn and take that one bold step..i have given enough for it and somehow, i should be braver than ever to do what is justly and sensibly right..if i could muster some strength..yet i should..

for this airhead who can’t seem to take that one step towards sheer emancipation, lightning should strike any sooner..

that one step..i ought to take..